i wish i could clone myself

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onto today’s topic: i wish i could clone myself 🧪 

i know i’m not the only person that wants to do a million different things.

i hate that i have to inevitably pick one focus, that i can’t go all-in at multiple things simultaneously. it sucks that i can’t test out the possibility of a photography passion while risking the timing for a project launch.

i can’t dedicate myself to multiple things, no matter how much of a master at time management i could try to become. dividing my focus inherently lessens the potential for results. 📉 

if only i could clone myself and live through multiple lives.

a life of hacking at fun projects and starting my own company. another life of sticking to soccer and making it to the big stage. one of creating content about fashion, or café hopping, or productivity. perhaps another where i do pursue being a doctor. maybe one where i travel the world and write blogs for a living. or one where i delve deep into interior design and become a house flipper. possibly a life of doing research in biotech. another one where i just live on this farm in fujieda forever. what if i just dedicate myself to investing and trading?

there’s so much i can do with this life. it’s a shame that i can’t give it all a shot with my everything.

the only thing i can do now is allow myself to explore in short bursts while i have the privilege of doing so, since i don’t have to worry about making money to sustain myself yet. these short bursts give me a taste of what that life would be like until i eventually stick to the option that truly embodies my ikigai.

alas. 😒

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