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my biggest fear
a touch deep 🧍♀️
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onto today’s topic: my biggest fear 🧍♀️
nothing terrifies me more than not having given enough time in my life to the people that matter the most to me.
i have a real tendency to get swept away in my work and isolate myself from my friends and family, but the reason why i work so hard and strive to accumulate wealth in all its many forms is so that i can share it with the people i love and my community.
if i’ve lost that along the way, everything is meaningless.
i could end up being broke in every sense of the word, but as long as i have my people around me, i feel like i can never lose. most miserable people fall into that misery because they have nobody to pull them out. that scares me.
the idea of having everything in the world, but nobody to share it with is my biggest fear. it’s also a contradiction: my people are my everything. i’m afraid of losing sight of what breathes meaning into my life, but i know that this fear’s manifestation all up to me and while that could be terrifying it’s actually comforting as a reminder that i can prevent it — it’s not inevitable. 💌
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